“I hope I am someone else when I wake up” was first released in November 2024. It is my first zine, and my first foray into book arts in general. “I hope,” continued to develop much of the thematic and aesthetic sensibilities that had been present since the beginning of my career and through this point in time. The zine is hazy and dreamlike, exploring the sensations of waking and of being elsewhere, of hauntings by ghosts and memory, and by more current desires. Real life in the present bleeds into the sensations of remembering and dreaming, and as this tension mounts to a climax, the wide space between torment and delight blurs and shortens in the final pages.